Soo I got home from visiting my family and friends in california on the 27th and I really didn't want to come back to minnesota.

I've gotten used to the cold weather again. I picked up my cat and got to hold one of my friend's twins, Faith, and I got to feed her.

So I tried to convince two of my friends to come visit me and to my surprise they actually are trying too haha
I didn't think they were actually going to because of how much it would cost to fly over, but one of my friends has a dad that works with united airlines so they got ticket deals (stand by) and they might be coming tomorrow if the plane isn't full.
I get home and the next day I found they were already trying to visit me XD I thought it was going to happen later on, after new years, but they want to be with me in minnesota for new years haha
I love my friends so much. Even if they can't make it, the fact that they almost did makes me happy =]
I didn't clean my apartment all day because I didn't want to get excited at the fact that I still wasn't sure if they were coming or not. I didn't want to get too upset if they weren't able to, but I found out they were coming when I called my friend around midnight (my time) and started to clean up for about three hours. I'll be doing some speed cleaning tomorrow until they arrive (if they arrive).

I hope my friends can actually make it over!
I'm extremely tired from reading all day. I'm reading Breaking Dawn and I just can't put it down!

I got stomach poisoning or the stomach flu. I'm not sure which.
It's 4:30 in the morning and I've been throwing up since 11. My body aches really bad and I have a fever.
I'm super thirsty, but I'm afraid to drink too mcuh water because I might throw it up like I've been doing.
I only have one water bottle left and all the others are frozen solid in my car.
I'm also on my period and I've run out of pads...

When I feel better enough I'll travel to CUB foods and buy some water, snapple, and pads....

I think I got sick off the pizza I ate.

I'm sooo tired. I just want to sleep for more than 45 minutes without needing to throw up.

So today was an awesome day and it felt like it went by fast.
I ordered new moon and the box set for Dead like me a while ago and they were supposed to arrive between today and the 18th. They both came today to my amazement and I also got a package from my friends. The package and the new moon book(along with my netflix DVDs) were shoved into my mailbox. I was shocked by the package because Ashley just told me I was getting a letter. But instead I got a letter from her and Jessica, a cd case for themany cds I have piled in my car, and a photo of ashley next to a minnesota picture with the captopn "missing you!' I absolutely loved everything! I really love the picture and want to put it somewhere where my cat can't destroy it. I love my friends!

I just finished an essay that I remembered was due tomorrow. Its a "how to" essay. Mine is "How to survive a convention".

The only thing that pissed me off a little was Dane.
He's the guy that I find extremely annoying whose in my radio program. I gave him the nickname "old man" because his laugh, his jokes, the way he acts, his views on the world, the way he talks all remind me of an old man. He's 20-something. His actual nickname that everyone gave him was "Dane the Insane". He uses it as his radio name, but little does he know that we gave him that nickname in a negative way. Anyway, we got partnered up on Monday to do a commercial spot together. We didn't have to record anything, just make a spot. We had monday and wednesday to do it. We finished it on Monday but I realized that I didn't think it was long enough, but Dane said that "I was stretching it a little too far". I made the commercial by myself which annoyed me. He sat next me the whole time but everything he said to me made me realize that he is not cut out for radio. He had no idea on how to make this commercial and everytime we have to record a commercial it takes him all day to do one. And everytime he's late to class he's pissed off and he takes it out on us. Anyway, back to why I was mad at him today. He emailed me at somepoint in the morning asking for the commercial that "I" made for class. I didn't go to school today. I just barely woke up, emailed my teachers that I wasn't coming in and then passed out. Honestly, if someone like me, who doesn't have a job and doesn't show up to school, what else would they be doing? They'd be sleeping. I know for a fact that he bad mouthed me to the class because I didn't email him back. Because he probably got pissed about how he didn't have a spot to present because I was the only person who had it. It's not even that important. It's not like presenting an actual project. It's not worth a ton of points either.
I have to see him tomorrow in my english class and I hope to god he doesn't say anything to me. I'll apologize about not being at school but that's it. I already can't take his stupid jokes that no one laughs at in that class.

Yeahh...I really needed to vent that out.



I'm excited to visit california in two weeks! I can't believe it's so soon already!

have you ever built up so much pent up frustration, anger, sadness, etc that when something sad happened everything just came out full blast?

well that happened to me while watching My Sister's Keeper. Such a sad and good movie! I literally cried through the whole thing and couldn't even stop at the non-sad parts.

I feel lighter now that I cried my eyes out during a whole movie.


Anyways.

I spent thanksgiving with friends and had a nice dinner minus my ex being there. I took DJ, Michelle, and Casey to see New Moon and we laughed through out the whole movie. We had a good time =]


I also found a place to move into when my lease is up.
I'm going to be rooming with 3 other people in an apartment complex near my school. Bien, P-nut, and I can't remember the name of the girl. I'm sharing a room with the girl (obviously) and the rent will be sooo much cheaper! I'll go from paying $545 a month to $290 a month!
But I'll only be living with them for about 8-ish months. Unless I get a radio job then I might be living there longer, but I really miss california, but I also like not living with my parents anymore so it's kind of conflicting.


I've become addicting to saints row 2.


Jessica--if you read this--I devised a plan for fanime! Instead of bringing water and monster we should also bring snapple! It's just a thought.

There's no effing way that I'm waking up early tomorrow.
My school said that we're having our thursday class again tomorrow since we're not having class next week since thanksgiving is on thursday.
I can barely wake up for stupid english comp every thursday as it is. What makes them think I'm going to spend my friday there? I missed one day already and I'm pretty sure I'm not going to miss another day besides tomorrow.

So I've been playing Assassin's creed 2 since yesterday after I finally beat modern warfare 2 on veteran (I am extremely proud of myself). The third to last mission on veteran I thought it was absolutely impossible for me to beat. If you don't know what veteran is it's the hardest difficulty level in call of duty. It goes recruit, normal, hard, veteran. I do normal then veteran to get the achievements. Anyway, I kept dying within 5 seconds of respawning then it turned into every 10 seconds then every 20 seconds then back down to 5 seconds. It was extremely frustrating. All I had to do was run through these woods while shooting these guys before they shot me while trying to magically dodge bombs going off in random places and make it to an open feild where a chopper was waiting to pick me and this guy up. I dyed a majority of the time because of the bombs. A couple times I made it to the feild but then I died and I wasn't far enough in the feild to finish the stupid mission cause once you're close enough to the chopper it goes into story mode.
But back to Assassin's creed 2. It's very different from the first one. The cities are huge and you can look for things besides those flags and you can kill people in different ways and buy armor and weapons, etc. It's different in some good ways and some bad ways.


Another thing I've been hooked on is the Twilight book. Don't judge me! It was eight dollars at walmart and I wanted to know what the hype was all about. It's reallllly good. Since I watched the movie first and liked it I feel like I'm getting more info on things that didn't happen in the movie. The writer is really good at what she does too. I actually feel the connection/love that bella and edward have and it's really cute haha
I sounded really girly right there....
it's a good book! I'm kind of almost done.
I'm going to watch new moon before I buy the book because I heard that new moon is a bit slower then the other books.
I'm not a hardcore obsessed fan. I just enjoy it but won't buy merchandise of it. I still find the extreme fans of twilight annoying. So not much has changed.

I'm getting kind of tired.
I'm gonna read me some twilight then go to bed and not go to school >